Inexpressible Joy

When it comes to being a person of faith, I would like to say that I'm always faithful to God, but that wouldn't be true. I try my best to follow the statues that God has established for me, because I know that's what's best for me, but I still oftentimes fall into the world's hands rather than holding to God's. My relationship with God grows every day, and I hope that I never become satisfied with it. Like all relationships, mistakes are made, there are problems with communicating, and conflict. All of these problems are my fault, but sometimes I feel like God should take the blame. God is continually teaching me and he strengthens my faith even through doubts and questions. I continually remind myself of one of my favorite verses, 1 Peter 1:8, "Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory.."